Is blogging becoming a chore or am I just slacking? Well regardless of the answer I have a lot I need to talk about and it’s built up considerably…

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Wow… seems like there was just a birthday the other day didn’t it? Well my sweetheart’s, Erin, is today. Simple plans for us, because with the chaos of school and moving recently we just need a nice,peaceful, calm, and serene night together. Dinner at the Chinese restaurant and then back to my place for some movie snuggling goodness.

I love you baby!
H A P P Y B I R T H D A Y !

Yes it was that once a year spectacular display of the booms, bangs, and oh-so-pretty colors of fireworks. That symbol that portrays our freedom; the glorious display of a darkened night sky filled with vibrant bright colors to awe the young and old. Our initial mission was going to land us in Orlando for their show, but we opted to stay local due to some unforeseeable complications. We slept in, from a long night of Scrabble, Rummy, monkey noise making, and heart filled laughing; awoke around mid-day to head over to my sweetheart’s house to chill as we waited for the night to fall. The nearest reputable display for Ocala was in Dunnellon and it was a descent drive, about 30 to 40 minutes.

As we neared the stadium destination the fireworks were in full motivation to light up that dreary dark sky with smoke, flashes, and booms to shake even the wigs off of old men. As we got closer the parked cars on the side of the roads became more and more clustered; choosing to follow suite we too parked in a spot that allowed for a great view to finish off the show. As I sat in the car with Erin snuggled up to my side, my heart thumped with the love for her that I’ve always desired; a completed and appreciated feeling. These moments of simplistic joys make the biggest impact of happiness to me. I turned my head to gaze into her eyes; watching the reflection of the flashes, from the fireworks, in her baby blues was stunningly captivating me. I was drawn in to her presence of sweetness like a butterfly to the sweet nectars of a flower. This woman before me has my heart, soul, and entire life in her hands.

I love you Erin, I do.

Yes, it has been exactly one week from my move in. I will apologize for not keeping posts up2date here in the past week, my more important demands and key priorities were being taken care of with my full attention. Moving, setting-up, notifying important places for address updates, shopping of needed items and furniture… fun and a great sense of independence was thrown upon me! It’s just blissful to be on your own surviving. Pics at end of post of my rrom and set-up!

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Yes this should have been posted much earlier this morning, but my lack of Father’s Day festivities not allowed it to cross my thoughts. I sincerely hope everyone that could visit their father and wish them a happy day did so, because not everyone gets this opportunity. I unfortunately do not have a dad to wish a happy day to.

Don’t be unappreciative, regardless of the relationship between you and your dads; at least one day out of the year appreciate one another.

Spelled out for a hard hitting and rock bottom blow.
I loved…
I gave…
I hurt…
I smiled…
I forgave….
I allowed…
I endured…
I treasured…
I weeped…
I lost…

The End………… I F A I L E D!

How can words be so hard hitting to the heart?
Why when someone loves someone else do they hurt them?
Do tears show true emotion or just a weakness?

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Yes, you absolutely read that 100% correct.
Me and the sweetheart have planned for a couple days down in Tampa to go to Bush Gardens! It’ll be at the end of this month and best believe we’ll have photos posted as soon as we get back. I’m excited, are you???

I just jumped up, in cold sweats, because of a nightmare. That has got to be one of the most horrible feelings ever. That sinking end of a enactment going so wrong or freaky. So real, yet it was only re-playing in your mind. Is it my precognitive or 6^th sense? Is it my sign of what could be to expect to soon or the outcome of a situation.

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Yes… it’s been that long! It strikes me as so damn odd because it sure as hell does NOT feel like a whole year has passed now. As sure as the sun rises and the moon gleams with dreams at night it has been. So the day/night had to be filled with activities to do together and enjoy our full whole first year spent with each other. Though if you simply sit down and recollect past events and occurrences there was a lot to recall! Good times as well as bad times; we triumphed passed all of it and still have one another…

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Well, finally my girl has decided to sell her bike. This was mentioned before and it sorta fell through. She wants to keep it so bad and learn how to ride, but she’s also fed up with the bill every month draining her. I’m gonna do some very minor cosmetic work on it tomorrow. The bike itself is in great condition really! We just recently had recently had about $600 in work done on it…

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Well the holidays was satisfying for me. I’m past the years of the desire to get gift, though it’s nice and makes you feel good it’s not mandatory. My sweetheart got me something that was great and my mother got me some nice gifts also, to me that is perfect!

As for family, me and the sweetie had christmas dinner together, she made her kick ass pasta and sauce! We did have plans to go to Louisiana to visit her brothers and be with her family for New Years, but due to some unfortunate decisions it didn’t happen. Bummer.

However, we did manage to have our own special outing for New Years! We took a trip down south to Fort Lauderdale to Butterfly World… which of course we brought a camera! Check out the pictures!

Indeed it has since I updated this blog. Long overdue, didn’t know it could be so time consuming, but well worth it because it is in fact a digital asset of memories and thoughts…

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What a wonderful weekend it was! It had been planned out for at least a month in advance; Halloween Horror Nights we were going to. Also we added in the cherry topping so to speak of seeing Saw II before we headed down to Orlando on Sunday. Unfortunately me and my sweetheart got into a small tasty quarrel the night we were supposed to go see Saw II; though it didn’t ruin the night completely, we just wouldn’t allow it!
WARNING: Long Post Ahead…

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I think finally it is my time to excel and proceed with furthering my education. I want to be more and do more in life… not these endless jobs worth nothing. Well, I contacted Art Institute to gladly be told that their online courses support the Macintosh platform.

I talked with the admissions advisor, Jeff, for about an hour on several thoughts and concerns. I’m excited. Seriously. My passion has been to get into graphic design and become so much more. It just might be that time coming!

I’m in the middle of a lot of stuff though I haven’t forgotten anyone. I’m writing a lengthy write-up on the weekend goodness, pics will be there for all; hired an attorney for my Worker’s Compensation; still loving Erin and loving her loving me!

Best news yet is my mom got a job! I’m so happy for her. She seems more out going and in better shape now that she gets out.

Also a friend of mine is in the mist of building a gaming site and I’m conducting a Quality Assurance team to over see the site and give opinions, brutal opinions on it. If anyone is interested please eMail Me or Aim Me.

Time is just slipping by, nothing to exciting going on. haven’t been doing anything special I don’t recall. Though there are some plans here in the next couple weeks that should be for some good reading once I compile my thoughts and share it with you all.

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First I was recommended a movie from good friend. Mark. told me I must watch The Notebook with my girl… after researching it I said sure why not. I found a copy on eBay and ordered it. We watched it last night and I must say that was a great story. I actually just got chills while writing thinking about it! For anyone that hasn’t seen it; appreciate a real love story and go watch it or rent it!

After that movie we got a wild hair to go to the movies to see Transporter 2, unfortunately we missed all the times… so we substituted it for Just Like Heaven. Now I seen the preview and though it looked hysterical I wasn’t to keen on going to see it. I will say the that in the beginning it was sappy and stale comedy at that. Seemed like everything in the preview was being played and not worth while. Though the movie did gain momentum and had a great twist of love and its’ power. This too recommend going to see.

All in all we watched two “chic flicks” and enjoyed them both. Plus it was great time spent with my sweetheart!

I will be sharing three wonderful surprises that have happened real soon with everyone so keep a look out…

***UPDATED***
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Are things not falling out as the cards were meant to be played? Is she not as “In love” with me as she said?
(Very long post…)

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