I say this with the utmost disrespect my being can muster in a sentence. Here’s the story…

I shopped there last night to pick up a few groceries after work; simply one would assume, right? WRONG! After purchasing around $50 in food and other misc. items I went home; well I was too tired to balance out my bank account so I figured I’d do it this morning… I log into my bank account, Wachovia, I see a Wal-Mart charge for $16.94 from last night as well as the $50 dollar one. I was like ummm….

So I print out a copy of my bank statement and head over to Wal-Mart this morning to square this away, or so I had very wrongly assumed. After speaking with a standard store associate, manager, and the accountant of Wal-Mart I was roughly told, “the transaction isn’t in the system, and we can’t do anything about it”! Are you joking…. seriously, I mean if I was trying to swindle big bad Wal-Mart wouldn’t it be more wise to claim the $16.94 purchase and deny the $50? They said there “wasn’t enough proof and needed to show a receipt”; I calmly asked if they wanted a receipt for a transaction that I didn’t DO!?

So, I will be there tomorrow, during regular ‘business hours’ to try to resolve this whole ordeal once again…. fucking douche bags!

I need to adapt my sleeping patterns and really take control of them. As of lately I’ve been subdued to stay up until 6AM and then fall asleep! That’s great and all… if I still had my grave-yard shift job. I stay up with either studying, surfing, or gaming; though it seems enjoyable I feel like I’m getting burnt out. I actually recall sleeping on a normal basis and waking up around 8AM to have a whole full day ahead of me to conquer whatever task I chose.

So, here I am, without sleep again, and in search of finding a method to tame my sleeping patterns and behaviors. Naps perhaps?

Well mine seems to be as such in my experiences. Every time things seem like they are actually going smoothly I get whacked blind-sided by some sort of crud that really brings me way down. I’m not talking about the small little issues that pop-up everyday, but more like the problems that can really bust you down like you are trash.

Then I’m supposed to pick myself up, dust off the dirt, and roll on as if shit doesn’t ever happen. Sheer insanity. I suppose that if life wasn’t filled with these obstacles that it would be bland and dull. Peace and happiness shouldn’t be too difficult to seize, especially for all of us that try to apply ourselves with our full potential.

I’m just immensely stressed right now…. VERY MUCH! Life just sucks for me, period. Will I bounce back up this time?

Are essays, in any way, possibly fun? Seemingly head-plowing aggravation seems to be commencing while I’m trying to write. Needless to mention that these writings are on my own experiences; not some off the wall topic I have to research yet. Maybe the whole writing under pressure and deadlines is what is throwing me off? The other two classes are going quite smoothly along; it’s just this English course, I’m battling with. Well aware that this is my big sacrifice in life (I had a lot worse), and I just need to apply myself so that in the end I’m a winner and can get a real career; not just another lame trashy job.

Being granted the pleasure of briefly play with an upcoming project that is absurdly mind-blowing is under the radar so watch out! I’m not quite sure how much is wanting to be announced in this early stage. but as the sky is blue (on good days) I believe this project will explode once fully released and build extremely quickly!

New doctor appointment lurking real soon around the corner; it’s going to be with the a new doctor I believe that will be performing the surgery soon I hope. I’m terrified of this whole ordeal, but shoot it’s been over a year and still no sign of relief, so obviously surgery seems to be the real next logical step to take.

Soon, hopefully, their will be some very pleasing news for Erin in regards to her motorcycle. We’re aren’t getting our hopes up yet so we’ll wait and see how it all pans out.

That is the News here locally and stay-tuned for your other updates and traffic on the 1s…

It’s quite funny that I noticed this absurd pattern, but I realized I don’t pack my electronics: gaming god 360, beautiful Apple Mac computer, etc… until very last. Which is why I’m writing this very note. My computer is getting packed up and so is my 360. I’m going to be without both until Sunday September 3rd.

Woot! This sucks…

Yea… still in this rut that I haven’t yet explained, but assure everyone out there that it isn’t a picnic right now for me. I ran into a horrible dilemma that, well just blows insanely.

I thought I had found my refugee that was already on the line, but I pushed it and though I don’t blame them, I’m lost once again. This probably sounds like gibberish to most people, okay more like 98% that might read this. Only a few know what is going… THIS SUCKS DAMMIT!