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Jul
13

The Poo Got Deeper

Well after about a total of around 2-3 hours of sleep finally this morning, from my nerves being so zinged out, trying to decide wither to go through with the surgery or not. I yank my restless run-dead body from the soft sheets around 7am; tired and millions of “what-ifs” are blasting through my brain. I figure I have about 4 hours to calmly unwind and attempt a short-shot of relaxing. Not a chance…

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Jul
12

Credit Disputing Goodness

Well.. I’ve known my credit was tainted because of my dreaded last relationship! She, the bitch, literally spanked, tied-up, and brutally violated my innocent credit report and accounts. Wether it was done intentionally or purposely in an evil world wide plot against men, still puzzles me. It’s not even near comical. It royally sucks monkey poo…
Read on for a funny credit adventure

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Jul
10

Needing a Cell Phone

Well, now that I’ve moved into my new place and have comfortably settled down, so it seems. I’m aware that not having a phone at my residence proves to be a very inconvenient bother. At first I didn’t feel that a phone was needed, I would just call out when needed and avoid the aggravations of tele-market-queers; well I’m wrong. I have been needing to make several important calls to places more frequently than expected…

Skype to the RESCUE!
Yes indeed, as I lean more towards technical wonders and solutions for easy everyday tasks I’ve jumped upon the Skype wagon for good free outgoing calling. What a remarkable service; free, intuitive, simple, quality. What is there to complain about? Nothing.

Unfortunately though Skype’s freebie run isn’t lasting forever… (darn the corporate greedy bastards)
I’m hoping to save up to get a respectable cell phone, one of today’s necessities, plan with the best options, minute usage, and sleek tech features. Just sucks though because then there is another bill to maintain.

Donations would be greatly still appreciated if anyone cares to share some help. No, it’s not a plea for a way out, it’s a simple ask for help in terms of giving me that extra boost of much needed financial deprive I have.
That’s life.

Jun
18

Save the Internet - Fighting for Internet Freedom

We make the net and for some money waving assholes in the corporate world to just come in and try and dictate what is what on the net is utter bullshit! We must stand up and not allow this to happen! Support and Fight for OUR INTERNET FREEDOM!

Save the Internet - Fighting for Internet Freedom

Jun
15

Readying for Doctor’s Appointment

I’m nervous, anxious, and worried all at once here! I have a doctor’s appointment to speak with the doctor about surgery to correct my injury from work last year and several options I would like to address as for alternatives as well as outcome scenarios.

I fear this surgery for a few personal reasons that haunt my thoughts since the day of the accident… this has been no fun experience whatsoever.

Hopefully things will go well and I’ll hear the answers that’ll comfort my woes.

***UPDATED***
Well the doctor took a step into a first alternative from surgery: a Cortizone injection shot in my wrist! Wow… He said give it about 3 weeks to see if it can release the pressure off my nerves in my wrist.

This shot was horrible! Instant burning and fire sensation as if my hand was in an open flame, then complete numbness of my hand, not a single feeling for about 4 hours. Now it’s just a waiting game to see if this helps my issue.

Jun
11

Mindless Threats or Serious Business

Seems that the air-strike that took out one of the Al-Qaeda leaders, Abu Musab al-Zarqawi, has seriously caused some angry retaliation to be boiled up. Threats that state:

shake the enemy from its sleep…

I’m not a real political person and who knows why this damn war has been going on for this long in the first place… I do know that the havoc that had devastated us back on 9.11.2001 can’t ever be forgotten. Surely these terrorist can devise a plan that can cause some more anguish! It honestly horrifies me of what these people might be planning for counter-measures.

Jun
08

New Cocktail 3.7.2??

Update claims it addresses Apple OS X 10.4.7 compatibility issues. No official word on 10.4.7 released yet? Well it’s not in Apple’s Software Update yet… think it’ll hit release later today?

Cocktail 3.7.2 - MacUpdate

***UPDATED***
Might want to be careful with this update! I installed it and it oddly asked for my serial to re-register the program; now this wouldn’t be an issue being that I have a paid serial number, the kicker is it tells me my serial number is invalid!

I emailed the developer in hopes of a fix real soon…

***UPDATED***
Developer quickly responded with what was the issue and simply corrected it. Seems to be that somehow an algorithm was released that allowed for several serial numbers to be cracked, needless to say one of them just happened to be mine.

Jun
06

Headaches from Hell!

Last night at about 4AM I started to get a slight headache that I believe was from lack of sleep. Laid my head on the pillow to wake-up at roughly 6:30AM and the headache had evolved even worse! I thought I was gonna cry it hurt so damn bad… the pain was crippling.

Went back to sleep, and woke up at about 10AM, it was gone. Thank goodness for small favors! The puzzling factor in this all is that I rarely ever get headaches so this really worries me…

Jun
05

Being Ignored

Like seriously what the flying all hell is going on…
I recently created a profile, descent nonetheless, and responded to a couple of placed ads for roommates needed. I got back one response that might’ve had someone taking the place, but wasn’t sure. So I nicely asked if they could please let me know… after about a week still no answer. That really pisses me off because the location to the school and price were perfect for me damn-it!

Then I found another similar roommates site, which I signed up on and sent a request out to never be responded to period! What puzzles me is why even post searching for a roommate when you won’t respond…? On top of that you have these pricks that prefer only a female roommate?!? Prime example, a profile with a guy that was 46 had preferred a female roommate between the ages of 18-32… hello, can you say I’m a perverted-dumb-ass that can’t go out and find a girlfriend?

So this has been my duties for the past two weeks or so… trying to find a roommate to share living expenses with and getting the hell out of my mom’s house because I really can not take the crap she dishes out anymore.

Jun
02

Searching High & Low

Life is filled with some very unique, amazing, and extraordinary experiences. I believe the saying “once in a life-time” is widely used without true meaning or appreciation. When I slow down to look around and view my outer activity, it’s only then I can feel how special life is with its’ intricate cycle. Needless to say this beauty and complex isn’t admired nearly enough due to the hustle and fast-paced society we’ve all adapted to in this generation.

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May
28

Gaming Addiction

Is it normal to play video games so excessive that it seems like it it is or controlling your life? Not wanting to deal with the hells, confusion, and blunt insanity of society; just an escape into the virtual fantasy worlds of video games.

I for one have enjoyed gaming for many moons, the diversity and griping involvement is unparalleled to anything yet I’ve experienced. It just wonderfully blows my mind as to how far games have come even more-so on the anticipation of how far they will/can go in the future. The newest generation of home video game consoles are now on full force release… let’s just see how amazing their sophisticated technology will take us in 2 years from now!

May
23

My Little Brother’s Scumbag Father

It’s crazy how life has some serious and very unexpected events; completely blind-sided from a 20-ton Mac 10 truck would be more expected than this little story.

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May
18

Big Balls

Doctors appointment was unexpectedly “canceled” I guess you could say…
Well thing is the doctors office calls me yesterday to verify of my knowledge of the set appointment and I was aware and prepared. Today rolls around at about 9AM and my lawyer’s office calls to also verify that my transportation will be arriving at approximately 9:15AM I assure her that I’m ready and waiting for transportation.

10:15AM… no transportation yet.

Fact be known that the appointment was set at 10:45AM, the trip is about an hour from my home, and the transportation is not here to take me at 10:15AM! Do the calculations.

Bullshit huh? Gotta love the corporate crap people have to tolerate…

Apr
27

Florida’s Heat is On!

Some new things are stirring for me, though I won’t let lose with the info just yet. Patience is a virtue. I know our Bush Gardens story was never posted and there is pictures, not many, though it will if you can just hang in there.

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Apr
06

FFXI Withdrawals

Is it seriously possible to have withdrawals from a video game? I mean I’m not having cold sweats or doing absurd activities to fill the void but I sure as hell do miss playing it…

Mar
30

I am a F A I L U R E

Spelled out for a hard hitting and rock bottom blow.
I loved…
I gave…
I hurt…
I smiled…
I forgave….
I allowed…
I endured…
I treasured…
I weeped…
I lost…

The End………… I F A I L E D!

Mar
22

Unreal… Simply Sad!

This was stated on CNN in regards to a Afghan man that converted to Christianity from Islam. Now, as sad as how everything else is going on over there and their other means of culture I find this crucially saddening. I’m not even big on religions… this hurts though.

WASHINGTON (CNN) — In the days of the Taliban, those promoting Christianity in Afghanistan could be arrested and those converting from Islam could be tortured and publicly executed.

Mar
13

Video Game Voters Network

I urge all gamers and adopters of freedom of speech to please stand up for this. In all due respect Video Games are a media just like any other form that expresses art! Okay so some games can get graphical and out tight raw, but THERE are already laws in place that govern how games are sold… it is the retailers and PARENT’S jobs to know what is being sold and bought.

Don’t make the gaming industry as a whole suffer because of political bull-crap!

Video Game Voters Network

Mar
13

Nightmares….

I just jumped up, in cold sweats, because of a nightmare. That has got to be one of the most horrible feelings ever. That sinking end of a enactment going so wrong or freaky. So real, yet it was only re-playing in your mind. Is it my precognitive or 6th sense? Is it my sign of what could be to expect to soon or the outcome of a situation.

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Mar
01

Lame 360 MarketPlace Tactics

I’m getting really fed up with Microsoft’s bullshit and really poor tactics in how it populates its’ Market Place. It’s a great idea and can offer an overflowing wealth of gaming content and content. Yet everything is slow, out dated or just not desired. The game trailers that are offered are completely old, those should be key to exclusivity for at least 2 weeks! Demos for the most part appeared after games released… huge let down there. For movie trailers… it’s a nice touch and option to have but doesn’t impress me really; I’d rather have options to downloading sit-com episodes or maybe music videos! Now for the kicker, gamer pictures and themes… why even charge for a picture? It’s such a small aspect of personalization that I should complete freedom over it. Themes are nice but why charge so much for it??

Come Microsoft… this is my plea to get it right. Blast the Market Place’s features at full force with consumers in mind and not the industries tool to get to people.

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