YES! After much intense studying, dedication, determination, and hard damn work I’ve completed my finals and now await the final semester grades which should be available online on May 6th 2008. In the meantime I will be kicking back and enjoying actual days off from work without studying, school project deadlines, or late night studying; instead, to replace the school schedule will be gaming with the greatness which is GTA IV!

So, if there are any Xbox360 GTA fans hit me up with a friend request on 360!

I’m sitting here in class awaiting for my final exam to open up at 5:30pm. Tick tock tick tock… this time passing is extremely passing sluggishly and giving me anxiety! I am going to do my best and I hope my sweetheart is hoping the best for me.

Well, I just took my make-up Chapter 2 test and I didn’t do as well as I confidently beleived  I would…

This semester has been slightly difficult, but I’ve only pushed myself to strive for the best I can do. I just get so warpped with some of these formulas and equations that it is like whoa!

For example the basic, or one would think, quadratic formula; the test had ”looked” simple and feasible. I passed it, but only by the tiniest organism you can imagine! Just think, tomorrow I have my Chapter 4 test…. Happy Happy Joy Joy.

I have only reached the third chapter test for my college algebra class and talk about some serious head scratching! I believe in myself and know a good chunk of the material, but here is so much to know and wrap my mind around! I’m not entirely complaining, just venting somewhat so that I can finish up this test and be happy :)

It’s all about logs, exponents, etc…. and even though I might not completely “get it” I still LOVE IT!

Wish me luck everyone!

Can anyone answer this problem please:
Solve for x:
1.5 log₅ (x-1) = 11

Recently I’ve felt extremely crowded with just so much to keep up with: from work, school, bills, and regular day to day living I believe my body got ill because of all the stress! I know it could be much worse, but with all the pressure I think my bdy just shut-down; although it was a good thing… it has made me miss work (to an extent), then while sitting in class, the lecture really had my brain clicking away to understand the subject!

Everything does seem to happen for a reason… and wether it is noticeable or not in the beginning sooner or later it will reveal a purpose.

Yes, it is that time of year all over again… the stressful and agonizing week of finals! I’m semi ready but no matter what I’m going to do my damn best!

Good luck to all my fellow students and scholars abroad out there. Let’s all pass so we can become our future!

Life , when contemplated on has some quite significant impact on life. History has shaped our existence to where we are now and where we might even go…. yet is it possibly true history could repeat itself?

Bewilderment seems to consume my thoughts when sitting in my Humanities class; it’s amazement mixed with bore. Yet… somehow I am drwan to its’ powerful force of art, dominance, and presence.

is there solid answers, or all just assumptions and endless drifts of “what-ifs”…

I’m drifting off while sitting here in my college algebra class… all these varibles and numbers are just twisting my mind around into a cyclone! It’s actually quite impressive how famous mathmeticians formulated such complex equations to determine astounding aspects in life: energy, mass, gravity, light speed, etc.

I can only dream of one day becoming so insightful to such a level to break down the physics that bind us to our world and have an amazing equation that will be world famous!

Dreams do come true, just look, I’ve found my one and only love for life!!

After a long summer of no classes Fall is here and so is the Fall term for college! I’m so ready for another great semester of expanding my brain and knowledge. Just more college credit hours to go toward my major in education; as well as, building a solid foundation for my future! The only downside of today is…. Bioshock releases for the 360 and PC! So, I’ll just have to wait until I get home this after noon to play; although, I may even have to wait until 9PM when my sweetheart gets back from her class, because she too wanted to play through the game with me!

Life is good for those whom try!

I think I am?
I’m referring to the ‘07 Fall term of college! I’m excited because my past two semester have rocked and I’ve enjoyed every hour spent in school learning and expanding my intellect. I do, however, question the integrity and benefit of school as for a long term goal of success. Will obtaining a degree push me forward in the growing world of careers and put me in a place I feel secure, compensated, and happy? I surely hope so, Do any otehr fellow college students out there feel this same dispair of “not knowing”?

Chime in with a comment from anyone out there letting me know… whether from CFCC or elsewhere in the world of college!

Life can be very good! I have been promoted at my job and I’m moving to another store; although I’m not too happy about the part of moving to another store I am ecstatic about the promotion! Thank you Jeff & Kevin!!! It’s a great feeling to have my hard work being recognized and appreciated.

This past semester which ended on May 4th went great and I pulled away with 2 As and a B! I look forward to enrolling into Fall term for another slew of classes to tackle and leave with great grades.

My sweetheart is still as beautiful and amazing since the first day I laid eyes on her face. She believes in me and her positive beliefs push me through all the hard-ships to succeed and shine through; I love you sweetheart.

Ahh, gaming… what’s new? HALO 3!!! The beta dropped on the lucky people that were in the know of how to get in. crackdown was my ticket. I’m slightly impressed, but I am awaiting some more finalized details of content, total online maps, modes, new features, and video controls. Although it does look much more purtier over Halo 2, it needs to offer more… in my opinion.

I am selling my motorcycle, I know I’m going to miss it badly; and, I’m hunting for a vehicle I can afford and trust for reliability. I wish I could keep my zoom zoom toy, but it’s just not feasible for transportation, it’s great on gas, but when if it rains I can’t show up to work looking like a drowned rat! Hopefully eBay will be my savior in the hunt for a good car that I can depend on.

Well… peace out!

A slight blink of the eye and you can miss everything. Life doesn’t stop and it keeps chugging away. I’ve been extremely tied up with my agenda that I hardly get any free time for what I’d like to be doing. I do hope all this hard work will pay off in my future. As for school I’m doing quite well I believe, work has pushed me up ion the ranks, and well personal lifestyle could use more attention and TLC.

I screwed up the other night… I seem to screw up from time to time. I don’t do it intentionally just idiotically. Is it because I’m a male or just a r-tard? I need to whip myself back into shape… mentally and physically. Over the year s I’ve let things go as if I never cared. Now that I do, I clearly see what I’ve missed in life and wish to achieve!

My sweetheart has been my savior through this past couple years; she means the world, universe, and unknown to me! She guides me on a good path to appreciate lie and love. Without her I sincerely feel I’m a zero. Which brings me to say, Easter is rounding the corner and I picked up a small basket with a bunny and candies to bring home to her last night. I do think it’s the small deeds, such as that, that touch her heart with love.

Real exciting huh? Well, my wrist is giving me some bad pain tonight. I think it is party from work and then the coldness outside. It feels stiff and more numb than usual. I am excited too, I get to start school this week, on Wednesday to be exact! Other than that everything is okay.

Stay tuned…

My second semester in college begins next Wednesday! I’m excited because I’m scheduled for some more advanced computer classes, that prepare me for A+ certifications. I did quite impressive last semester, but I refuse to blow my horn too loudly because those were mainly prep classes. It will get harder and cause a lot more stress as I go along, but I am ever so ready for the challenges that await me.

Although I’m a pretty bummed about not getting registered into the Math class I needed!

Yes sir! My finals are all complete as of yesterday and I’m now just waiting for two of my grades to be posted online. I took four classes this semester and I already scored two A’s in my computer technology courses. I believe I made an A in Math and a B in my English Comp; but, I’m not entirely positive.

I will post a “report card” once all my grades have been posted to my school’s online account.

Ohhh Yeahhh….!
In my English Composition class the teacher has shoved onto me the adventures of writing a Research Paper! I’m scared; it has been a good long while since I’ve researched anything for school and written a comprehensive report. I could opt, and punk out, by using one of the numerous “Research Paper” servicing websites available to me. I’m not that low though; morals, standards, and a strong inclination to do it on my own drives me to be stonger.

While brain-storming at lunch the other day, I came up with a couple of topics that gained interest very swiftly. I’m just not sure if they suffice for the task at hand. Without any doubts, I do not want to research any political crap! I’m aiming more towards technology, video gaming, or AIDS. As for a solid topic within those fields, which is interesting, is another hurdle to clear.

Whew, what an extremely busy and hectic weekend with school work. I tackled lots of good stuff and I’m still not done yet; I also have a new hybrid class I start on the 18th! Gotta love the constant moving rhythm of school and a productive life. Math and English were my tormenting enemies this weekend — slaying me with 6 mixed assignments of book and lab styles for Math was not nearly enough. English picked up any slack by torturing me with 2 Essays, 2 Book exercises and a Journal writing!

I feel this pressure is greatly accepted because it puts me in the predicament of handling business under extremities. As McDonald’s phrased… I’m Loving It; and it isn’t some burger or fries.

Well guess I need to play catch up with myself…
I’ve been intrigued by all sorts of new gadgets, software, and 360 games so let me first run out my list of Toys I Want!

Software
• Disco App

Gadgets

• Canon 400D
• Apple 80Gb iPod

Games

• Rainbow Six: Vegas
• Gears of War
• Halo 3 (Of course)

It’s all just too much really; specially on my budget. Not to mention the temptation MacZOT brings!! Yea I’m a sucker I know… tell me, go on. Bet you won’t tell me to my face though now will you?

What else? Ummm… me and Erin are still together, and loving ever so more to each other. This will be the woman I marry. We both are struggling right now to deal with school and everyday living; though, we know it is all for the better of our futures. Sacrifice now to prosper later. Ahhh! My mom just got remarried, and she has really started getting back in the groove of life. Though I’m pretty sure me moving back out on my own helped her gain some peace of mind as well. I’m just too much too handle I believe. So far from what I’ve heard my mom is very happy and well taken care of with this new relationship; I just really hope that she is happy because she suffered for far too long. I love you mom!

Yes, I do reckon that wraps up a lot of things not covered in my life recently. School is good; I scored a 100% on my last Technology quiz. English is very demanding when done proper, though it is a great learning experience for me. Math is fun… weird and very confusing, but fun. It just amazes me how numbers can be manipulated in so many ways! Insane. I’ll let everyone know my last math test score tomorrow when I get it… cross your fingers.

Here is an essay I just turned in that I’d like to share to see if anyone cares to get a good laugh. Ironically this essay was focused towards my English teacher…

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Does anyone remember that ancient slogan for marketing to persuade all the dumb-assess thinking that school was lame and didn’t go?

I do, and now I some what believe in it more strongly. No, I didn’t say school was fun, I only restated a past slogan. Honestly school has amazed me deeply in the past 3 weeks. Yea I might not be this cheery about school come finals, but right now I really am enjoying every class immensely. Learning and refreshing dormant knowledge is just sheer powerful. You learn something new everyday as long as you apply yourself and want to better your self further. At times I feel like I’m grinding too much, but I know it’s ultimately rewarding to be dedicated to my class books right now. In the end all this will amount to a well deserved better lifestyle, and also grant me a better position in life itself.

Cheers!