I just plan to set y goals higher once this degree is accomplished to strive for a better position with my current company. I’ve been granted an amazing role already, but my challenges have lessened and I yearn to expand and grow.

Here’s to my future…

So for all you kiddies out there that think you know it all… just know: School is damn freaking cool! So just do it and get your education.

So, if there are any Xbox360 GTA fans hit me up with a friend request on 360!

This semester has been slightly difficult, but I’ve only pushed myself to strive for the best I can do. I just get so warpped with some of these formulas and equations that it is like whoa!

For example the basic, or one would think, quadratic formula; the test had ”looked” simple and feasible. I passed it, but only by the tiniest organism you can imagine! Just think, tomorrow I have my Chapter 4 test…. Happy Happy Joy Joy.

It’s all about logs, exponents, etc…. and even though I might not completely “get it” I still LOVE IT!

Wish me luck everyone!

Can anyone answer this problem please:
Solve for x:
1.5 log₅ (x-1) = 11

Everything does seem to happen for a reason… and wether it is noticeable or not in the beginning sooner or later it will reveal a purpose.

Good luck to all my fellow students and scholars abroad out there. Let’s all pass so we can become our future!

Bewilderment seems to consume my thoughts when sitting in my Humanities class; it’s amazement mixed with bore. Yet… somehow I am drwan to its’ powerful force of art, dominance, and presence.

is there solid answers, or all just assumptions and endless drifts of “what-ifs”…

I can only dream of one day becoming so insightful to such a level to break down the physics that bind us to our world and have an amazing equation that will be world famous!

Dreams do come true, just look, I’ve found my one and only love for life!!

Life is good for those whom try!

Chime in with a comment from anyone out there letting me know… whether from CFCC or elsewhere in the world of college!

This past semester which ended on May 4th went great and I pulled away with 2 As and a B! I look forward to enrolling into Fall term for another slew of classes to tackle and leave with great grades.

My sweetheart is still as beautiful and amazing since the first day I laid eyes on her face. She believes in me and her positive beliefs push me through all the hard-ships to succeed and shine through; I love you sweetheart.

Ahh, gaming… what’s new? HALO 3!!! The beta dropped on the lucky people that were in the know of how to get in. crackdown was my ticket. I’m slightly impressed, but I am awaiting some more finalized details of content, total online maps, modes, new features, and video controls. Although it does look much more purtier over Halo 2, it needs to offer more… in my opinion.

I am selling my motorcycle, I know I’m going to miss it badly; and, I’m hunting for a vehicle I can afford and trust for reliability. I wish I could keep my zoom zoom toy, but it’s just not feasible for transportation, it’s great on gas, but when if it rains I can’t show up to work looking like a drowned rat! Hopefully eBay will be my savior in the hunt for a good car that I can depend on.

Well… peace out!

I screwed up the other night… I seem to screw up from time to time. I don’t do it intentionally just idiotically. Is it because I’m a male or just a r-tard? I need to whip myself back into shape… mentally and physically. Over the year s I’ve let things go as if I never cared. Now that I do, I clearly see what I’ve missed in life and wish to achieve!

My sweetheart has been my savior through this past couple years; she means the world, universe, and unknown to me! She guides me on a good path to appreciate lie and love. Without her I sincerely feel I’m a zero. Which brings me to say, Easter is rounding the corner and I picked up a small basket with a bunny and candies to bring home to her last night. I do think it’s the small deeds, such as that, that touch her heart with love.

Stay tuned…

Although I’m a pretty bummed about not getting registered into the Math class I needed!

I will post a “report card” once all my grades have been posted to my school’s online account.

While brain-storming at lunch the other day, I came up with a couple of topics that gained interest very swiftly. I’m just not sure if they suffice for the task at hand. Without any doubts, I do not want to research any political crap! I’m aiming more towards technology, video gaming, or AIDS. As for a solid topic within those fields, which is interesting, is another hurdle to clear.

I feel this pressure is greatly accepted because it puts me in the predicament of handling business under extremities. As McDonald’s phrased… I’m Loving It; and it isn’t some burger or fries.

Software
• Disco App

Gadgets

• Canon 400D
• Apple 80Gb iPod

Games

• Rainbow Six: Vegas
• Gears of War
• Halo 3 (Of course)

It’s all just too much really; specially on my budget. Not to mention the temptation MacZOT brings!! Yea I’m a sucker I know… tell me, go on. Bet you won’t tell me to my face though now will you?

What else? Ummm… me and Erin are still together, and loving ever so more to each other. This will be the woman I marry. We both are struggling right now to deal with school and everyday living; though, we know it is all for the better of our futures. Sacrifice now to prosper later. Ahhh! My mom just got remarried, and she has really started getting back in the groove of life. Though I’m pretty sure me moving back out on my own helped her gain some peace of mind as well. I’m just too much too handle I believe. So far from what I’ve heard my mom is very happy and well taken care of with this new relationship; I just really hope that she is happy because she suffered for far too long. I love you mom!

Yes, I do reckon that wraps up a lot of things not covered in my life recently. School is good; I scored a 100% on my last Technology quiz. English is very demanding when done proper, though it is a great learning experience for me. Math is fun… weird and very confusing, but fun. It just amazes me how numbers can be manipulated in so many ways! Insane. I’ll let everyone know my last math test score tomorrow when I get it… cross your fingers.

Defective Teaching Teachers

What I go to school for is to learn; I sincerely believed at some point in my existence that was the foundation for its purpose. The journey of my college experiences has been short, and all has been pleasant except for one absurdly weak link: a teacher! Ironically insane I must add, this teacher fails in my grade-book for not having solid teaching tactics, shoddy and immense lack of inspirational drive, and no true concise agenda. It might very well be me that lacks comprehension skills, or possibly, I just don’t get it.
See I try to apply myself everyday I sit in class so that I can become more heightened in my life’s journey; with this, I tend to think of my teachers with respect and knowledge abound. Teachers need to bring forth strong learning substance with them. As a sole individual I don’t see spending time on non-learning material in class very wise. Use that class time to smooth out the rough edges of a book assignment, so that all the blank stares and worried lost looks can grasp an understanding with concepts and ideas.
Walking into a class such as this everyday seems to become more and more like a drag for fear of not obtaining any beneficial knowledge. Nothing is gained and all time seems to be dwindling out the window with despair! Add to the formula a lack of inspiration and now we are cooking “Grade A” disaster. Confidence levels disappear from mingling in such an environment; anger builds constantly from not gaining knowledge, stress levels soar to the clouds. Enlighten me with concepts, support, ideas, and examples with specific intel on the subject at hand. Teach me almighty teacher, for I look at thee with hope.
Grant me a simple clue on how to properly learn from your methods. Weak tactics and inferior inspiration support might seem like the worst it could get, amazingly so, this isn’t the case. Drop in a mysterious changing, non-stable, scheduling and it’s enough to drive a mad deranged soul straight. Agenda bending is ultimately mind boggling madness! Without any indication as to when, what, where and how assignments should be tackled I find myself lost in a vast ocean of openness that seems to easily consume me.
So where does all this mess leave me? All these chaotic aspects of a depriving teacher has made me work harder to have a deeper understanding. Disorganized scheduling, sea sickening inspiration feeds, and inadequate non-productive teaching tactics only leaves me with hope; a hope of deciphering the mess and making it through the blasting reckless storm. Education shouldn’t be some sort of guessing game. At school, I’m there to enlighten, boost, conquer and learn new fundamentals; having any lacking or weak teachers doesn’t support my intentions or dreams. Hope is my only savior now…

I do, and now I some what believe in it more strongly. No, I didn’t say school was fun, I only restated a past slogan. Honestly school has amazed me deeply in the past 3 weeks. Yea I might not be this cheery about school come finals, but right now I really am enjoying every class immensely. Learning and refreshing dormant knowledge is just sheer powerful. You learn something new everyday as long as you apply yourself and want to better your self further. At times I feel like I’m grinding too much, but I know it’s ultimately rewarding to be dedicated to my class books right now. In the end all this will amount to a well deserved better lifestyle, and also grant me a better position in life itself.

Cheers!

Whee, off on my journey I go. Wish me luck everyone!

Most importantly I’d like to shout-out to the net’ world that after sweating many a nights over the keyboard battling Microsoft’s PowerPoint that my sweet love Erin has conquered it all! She received an “A” on her oral presentation on Leonard Bernstein!!!! This was superiorly inspirational; we both spent plenty of time arguing and debating on the structure, data, and methods for the presentation. Well it paid off greatly.

Me and my love have also been to the movies twice so far this month; which is great because it is really special spending such time together. We first seen Pirates of the Caribbean: Dead Man’s Chest. This movie was great sequeal to the first that followed closely to it’s roots and gave a twist to the already great plot. I especially liked a lot of the references used from the first movie that just added a good seamlessness to it. The second movie Lady in the Water was more appreciative in my opinion. No it might not do or ever compare to the box-hit Pirates of the Caribbean, but it’s original and unique! It seemed like a fairy-tale but so much more believable. All in all both these movies were worth the watch and time; Pirates being a beautiful follow up to a great movie and something freshly new Lady in the Water was engrossing and gripping.

Next up… school is coming! Yes it is. I’m so nervous though I shouldn’t be; it’s just that it has been forever since I’ve sat in a learning environment, plus I believe I’ve adapted a very short attention span unless it’s of utmost interest to me. It’ll be fine though, just have to get the first week behind me and I’ll be adjusted for some new learning experiences.

As for my injury status: I previously wrote about the issues that Iwas encountering with transportation and their own scehdule they were running. Well on the 27th I went to my appointment and the doctor simply recommended that the surgery takes place at the Universities Medical Facilities. now I can’t tell if that’s a good thing, bad thing, or just something to take as a sign? This whle ordeal worries me greatly and really is taking a toll on my nerves. Though I somehow to manage Marley’s famous words, “cause every little thing… is gonna be alright“, right? What irks me the most is that this whole ordeal has put a thorn in my side about 15 inches deep dammit. I have numerous of mind boggling questions: What will I be able to work? Why isn’t their a guarantee of fixing my hand? Do I really have to suffer this much?

Here’s to positive hope, prosperous dreams, and successful life choices.

In life we are constantly making choices, faced with plenty of different decisions that control who we are to become in life; just like right now as I write this I must make a decision. The decision I make today regarding school will have a large impact on my life, and will likely result in a more joyful and prosperous lifestyle. At the very least I wish to broaden my horizons and develop new areas of expertise.

I’d now like to lay the foundation for the reasoning to why I’ve chosen to enroll with AIOnline. After enduring the lack of stability that comes with low-level jobs, I have decided to pursue education with the intention of starting a career in the graphic design/web design fields. Insecurities are a miserable and extremely fearful feeling. Though I’ve put a lot of passion into what I already know, I do know my knowledge is only a grain of sand in the vast world of art and it’s varying areas. The obstacles, in my past, I’ve surpassed have impressed me. Now a greater challenge lays ahead, the most important yet… to make a respectable stride towards a career and proceed past all the randomized dead-end jobs.

With that said, two main factors are my influence and passion. Web Design – can be a very simple one page for personal info or a powerful giant reseller of products in an online store. The feeling of constructing a visibly communicating and worthwhile site is rewarding in many aspects to me; such as sharing helpful information, giving viewers opportunity to find an answer or point them in the proper direction for further information. I get the feeling of accomplishment of how an architect might get from designing a bridge or new 50-story building. It’s gratifying. Next that has the most influence on me is the appreciation, passion and heart in Graphic Designing. It’s this that drives me mostly for the ability of being able to express myself to the world through visually stunning works of explanation. No grasp what makes the consumer to look at your ad and feel the need for it, whatever it may be.

In conclusion this all boils down to needing, desiring and the necessity of making a change in my life for a better place in society and to live out a dream.

So what do you all think? Either or send a comment. I would appreciate it very much!